The Green Suit – Chapter 1 -The Evaluation

As soon as the light emitted by the orange moon came through the window of Homar’s apartment, he put on his suit, took his tool bag and walked out the door. No one requested him to be at work at an exact time, but he liked to build his own rituals which he followed strictly. “I cannot control how the moon will rise tomorrow, but I can control my actions,” thought Homar as he waited for the bus. In the deserted station the burgundians were keeping him company. Burgundians were a type of bird adapted to city life, feeding on scraps thrown by passers. They had white feathers, long necks and thin beaks. They were docile and easy to pick up and they would wrap their neck around your arm, if you let them. Homar starts searching his pockets and finds some food crumbs. As soon as the bus arrives in the station, he climbs the stairs at the bus entrance and throws the crumbs towards the birds before the door closes. The Burgundians rushed so violently for the food that their necks began to cling to each other like hooks. 

Inside the bus, Homar chooses a seat next to a window and gazes at the round glass. Because of the lack of visibility and the bright light inside, he could perfectly see the reflection of his face. He had a pale, wrinkled skin, as an elephant, but in a light yellow color, with a white mustache and white eyebrows. He was wearing a purple suit, soft to the touch but made of a waterproof material. The color and shape of the suit indicated his age and profession, in case someone needed his services and wanted to approach him directly. After the 10th station, which he had meticulously counted, he exited the bus, and approached a 42-storey building. As he stepped inside, the floor lighted automatically, indicating the route to the elevator. His office was on the top floor, giving him the panoramic view of the city. Unfortunately, he could not enjoy the view, because of the strong illumination of the room, which started automatically when he stepped inside. Near the window there were two working tables, full of tools of various shapes, next to a monitor screen supported on 2 legs. There were many screws and electric pads on the ground. 

After a long and deep sigh, he pulls out a box with many compartments and starts to place the pieces by category.”X2c2 screw goes to x2c2 compartment, key m34c goes to m34c, 4kxc screw goes to 4kxc … piece 2b6a goes to … 

Suddenly a silly loud voice interrupts him: 

“Heeeeeey partner! How are you, how’s it goin’?” 

“Hello…can you guess what I’m doing?” 

“I know, I know … forgive me. I left them like that. The good news is I’ve discovered the cause of the erroneous display. It was code 2555! No, no … 2556 … No … 2555.” 

“As usual, I’m going to write in the inventory 2555 with inclusion of 2556.” 

“Perfect! What would I do without you?” 

Homar takes a deep breath and continues to place all of the pieces in the specific order. 

“Part 2b6a goes to 2b6a. Key 27fv goes to 27fv. Xc90 board goes to …” 

After a long pause in which he gazed at the floor, Homar addresses his partner in a shaky tone. 

“Peridot,  in what quadrant are we in?” 

“Are you serious Homar? How should I know? I do not even know what a quadrant is .. but no worries, I will find out right away. As he had finished talking, Peridot pulls out an electronic device from his pocket, chained to his belt. By a simple vertical move in the air, the device screen lights up, and starts beeping. Peridot approaches it with his mouth, and addresses it, in a serious and deep tone: “Define Quadrant !” 

“Beep Beep Beep…Quadrant … element of measurement of the intergalactic rotation versus temporal space. We are in quadrant 2, limit 3.” 

“Homar, did you understand what it said?” 

“No no no no…” 

“Yeah I knew it! Me neither.” 

“No, that’s not good! No, no … quadrant 2, limit 3 … it’s the date of our assessment … we have to go to the councils headquarters!” 

“Ok, no problem. We can do that. But why are you so agitated? You are scaring me..” 

“Don’t you understand Peridot? I have calculated the galactic calendar wrongly! Me of all people ! I thought we were in the 2.77 limit, not 3. I am not ready for this evaluation … and it’s all your fault !!” 

“My fault? Why?” 

“Oh … because I always have to take care of everything … remember the important data!” 

“But Homar, no one forces you to do that.” 

“I don’t have time for this. Let’s go!” 

Peridot shrugged, took his bag and followed Homar to the elevator. Inside the elevator there was a green-tinted mirror. Homar looked frowning at Peridot’s reflection, which had the habit of straying in the mirror. Besides the difference in expression of the face, the difference in stature was evident between the two, Peridot being twice as small in stature and two times bigger in weight. He was wearing the same purple suit, and due to the thickness of his limbs, the costume made squishy noises at every step. The whole body had a short greenish fur, and sharp ears like a cat. 

 “What’s wrong with you Peridot?” asked Homar in an angry tone. 

“These are my facial beauty exercises. Keeps the fur  smooth and the face glossy. Every time I see a mirror, I remember I have to do it. Do you want to try?” 

“No thank you. I just hope from all my heart that the council doesn’t have mirrors .” 

“Don’t worry Homar, there are no mirrors there.” 

“How do you know?” 

“Well, after visiting it about 100 times, I think I would have remembered seeing one.” 

“100 times ??? You’re joking, right? That would mean you are over 50,00 orange moon periods.” 

“I did not count them, but it seems plausible.” 

“But how? Does that mean you’re older than me? 1000 times older than me ???” 

“Maybe even more Homar. On my home planet we measure the age in red moon periods.” 


7 bus stations later, the two arrive at the council. They were welcomed by a creature with 20 arms, which scans a code on their costume and sends them to a waiting room,  at the end of a long corridor, 3 floors above. 

“I have to admit Peridot, I am very nervous. I did not prepare at all. What if I mess up a mission? I usually memorize all the error codes, but what if I miss a code? What If I miss a code, Peridot? Tell me quickly, which code will they ask me???” 

“I do not remember Homar asking any code. At least 1000 orange moon periods passed since then. Besides, you know I never remember data like you do.” 

“Hmm..I am now realizing that maybe the reason why you never know anything is not because you are unfocused, but because you are just incredibly old!” 

 Homer yelled the word “old” so loud that the long corridor produced a long echo. In a few moments an individual walks into the room and pulls a chair, sitting in front of the two. He was wearing goggles with thick, black frames and he had a giant hump in the back like a turtle. 

“And you are ?” the turtle like creature asks Homar, looking aggressively at him over his glasses and with his chin inside his neck. 

“Homar is my name, sir.” 

“Alright … I’m Brascov. I already know Mr. Peridot . Yeah. Let’s start the evaluation. Peridot … what’s code 555?” 

“I do not know!” said Peridot, with a naive smile on his face and gloomy eyes. 

“If you allow me Mr. Brascov, code 555 means …” 

“I was not talking to you, Homar!” 

A deep tranquility takes over the room. Then Brascov continues: 

“Homar … imagine the following situation: You get to the office, and find the room very messy with multiple pieces on the floor and on the tables. At the same time, a fellow citizen walks over and asks a technical question. What problem do you solve first?” 

Homar parallelizes , and begins to feel a drop of sweat on his neck. He holds his hands tightly together, feeling them very cold. He knew it was more important to deal with the fellow citizens’ questions, but the thought of a messy office was eating him inside. After a long pause, and with an empty gaze at the floor, he says softly: 

“I put the pieces in order first, sir.” 

“Mhmm … well. I’m done here. Please go back to the post  gentlemen,” said Brascov in a harsh tone as he stamped some documents. 

“That’s all? Are you sure …” 

“Please, Mr. Homar, don’t make this difficult and let this OLD body rest. Goodbye! 

 On the way back , Homar choses a seat in the bus next to a window, staring blankly, sighing and almost with tears in his eyes. 

“I don’t understand Peridot, how did he know I had a problem with clutter? How did he know you are bad with codes? You may be a bit forgetful, but you are one of the best electronics technician I’ve ever met.” 

“Thank you partner. And you are the most organized and diligent electronics-robotic analyst I’ve ever met. But do not worry. It’s their job to look for our weaknesses. No matter how hard you try, they will still find in you an error. But still, they trust to send you back to the post.” 

“But what about a bit of gratitude? Does anyone care that I’m trying to do a good job? It makes sense to come every day …” 

Suddenly Homar’s emotional speech was interrupted gently by a feminine voice: 

“Sorry to bother you..” 

“Yes, madame,” said Peridot, with a calm smile on his face. 

“Your costumes suggests that you take care of data maintenance.” 

“Yes madame! At duty. How can we help?” 

“In the building where I live,  the downstairs screen shows that I need 5000 energy follicles for the current month when I consume only 3000 on average. What happened?” 

 ‘Allow me to scan your suit, and we’ll handle your problem as soon as we can.” 

“Of course.” 

By the time his partner searched for the scanning device, Homar had time to observe the lady’s appearance. She had short, brown hair, and light blue skin. The arms were so short that the sleeves of the green suit covered half the palms. Judging by the stature and color of the costume, Homar assumed she was of average age in orange moon periods, and serves food in public places. 

“Very well madame, the costume is scanned.” 

“Thanks a lot!” 

“With pleasure! We will see you soon! “ 

“I hope so,” said the lady with a strange glow in her eyes. 

After the 7th station, the two exit the bus and head for the elevator of the 42-storey building. Peridot turns to Homar and yells at him enthusiastically: 

“I think the lady on the bus answered your question!” 

“What do you mean?” 

“For them you come to the post Homar! For the fellow citizens!“ 

Homar looks at Peridot approvingly and smiles under his thick moustache. He suddenly feels like a stone is lifted from his chest, and the assessment suddenly becomes just an unpleasant memory. 

To be continued….

15 Things Pharmaceutical Companies and Religions Have in Common

Hi! Good Morning!

1. Their products / teachings imply rituals

A ritual is something performed according to a prescribed order. Take this pill 3 times a day, one in the morning, one at noon, before eating and one before bedtime. Perform this prayer 10 times a day. Can you spot the similarity?

2. You usually get in contact with them, when most vulnerable

When you are in a vulnerable state, let’s face it, you can get more desperate, and more easily manipulated (unfortunately). The fear of illness or death, can make you turn to all sorts of institutions that promise hope and make you decide from a less clear state of mind.

3. They promise a magical solution or quick fix for your problems

There are many people who call ignorant the ones that believe in the power of prayer or holly water, but at the same time believe blindly in a substance or vaccine that can cure any illness developed in time. There is no such thing as a magical solution. This is an illusion. Healing first of all require acknowledgement of the cause by taking responsibility for your daily habits and choices that lead to illness. You cannot live a completely unhealthy life, and expect a miracle potion or prayer that can make you better overnight, without putting in some work. The time for healing is direct proportional with the time the illness took to be developed.

4. They blame the symptoms of your illness or vulnerable state on a villain persona, that cannot be seen by your own eyes, and must be defeated

For you to believe the existence of a magic solution or quick fix, there must also exist someone or something to put the blame on, that is outside of yourself and that can be “killed”. It is easier to blame a demon or a virus for your poor emotional or physical health, than actually acknowledging the bad daily habits that inevitable caused the problem over time.

5. They advertise their products / services

Pharmaceutical companies are promoting their products all over the place. They present their offers to the medical practitioners, and offer commissions. They promote their products on billboards and in TV commercials.

Religions had done their part for hundreds of years, by word of mouth with missioners, that still practice this to this day. They also advertise themselves with objects of cult, paintings or decorations and numerous books describing specific rituals or prayers.

6. Their prosperity and success are based on your continuous vulnerability and fear.

The healthier you become, the less you will consume pharmaceutical products. The healthier you become, the less you will feel the need to look for God in specific places or people, and realize that God is always within yourself at all times. It may seem it is not in their interest for you to be healthy.

7. Their buildings can be found in the most remoted places

The are a lot of villages or small cities, that don’t have basic utilities, decent food and water supplies, or access to education, but they have a church or a pharmacy,

8. Their products / services can only treat the symptoms and not the cause

To find the cause for a problem it requires a lot of soul searching, acknowledging and taking responsibility for your bad habits that led to that, habits that can be in the form of physical (unhealthy eating, lack of exercises) or emotional/psychological (bad thought patterns, self-sabotage, victimisation, blaming etc)

Their products / services offer relief in the moment. But if you don’t uncover the cause for the problem, and you continue to live your life as before, you will fall into the same pattern or illness after some time.

9. Their products/ services can cause addiction

The addiction is related to the avoidance for treating the cause. The relief feels good in the moment. The pills stop the headache for a few hours. The prayer stops the anxiety for a day. But if you do not acknowledge and treat the cause, you become addicted to the temporary relief. There is no difference between someone who cannot feel good without alcohol and someone who cannot feel good without a specific medicine or type of prayer.

10. They have more in common with their “competitors” than they like to admit

Religions have a lot of things in common. Even the story of the characters worshiped have similar life paths and teachings but with different names. Even so, there are a lot of religions that promote themselves as being the “worthy” or “holy” ones, and deny other religious practitioners from Heaven access after death. They consider that only practicing their religion can promise you a spot in Heaven.

Similarly, pharmaceutical companies sell the same medicine, with exactly the same ingredients, but with different names, and different prices.

11. They are quite expensive over a lifetime

For the pharmaceuticals, it is pretty obvious.

For religions, it may not be that obvious, but think about it. Every person in this world is being born and dies. Only these two events require some sort of ritual, according to your religion, that implies some costs. Then there is the act of marriage and any other costs along the way. Some places require entrance fees or donations in the form of money or food.

12. The ones that do no follow are shamed or called ignorant

You are not religious? Well…depending on the religion and place you were born, this can become very problematic. You can be shamed, called a heretic, a sinner or even suffer more drastic consequences.

You do not believe in western medicine? Oh uh…you must be ignorant, not trusting the power of science that can only save humanity.

13. The ones that follow one of them with fanaticism discards completely the other

Usually the ones that believe strictly in western medicine and pharmaceuticals discard completely the power of prayer, and the ones who are praying fanatically and obsessively discard completely the power of certain physical substances or treatments.

14. They request trust without question

Have you noticed how easily someone trusts a product or drug if there is a scientific paper or study on it, made by a scientist? Why do we put our trust so easily in something just because it has some studies done on it? If history has thought us something, is that scientific breakthroughs were never accepted right away, and in the scientists community there were always some political or monetary interests at hand. Very rarely a scientific study is objective. They are funded by corporations that have some interests and require a specific result so they can sell their products safely.

Religion promotes trusting, without question. Trusting to a certain degree that things will work out for the best can be healthy, but we cannot discard common sense, intuition and universal laws. No matter how much you trust, if you jump off a cliff you will die.

15. They deny the power of self healing

Even though there are many studies on the validity of the placebo effect (people healing with sugar pills), and even though it is widely used in the development of pharmaceuticals, the self healing power is not something that the patient is made aware of by medicine practitioners. If the symptoms go away, the medicine is praised and hold responsible. If the symptoms don’t go away, the patient is hold responsible, for not responding to the treatment.

Same goes for religions, who discard the power of our own minds, our thoughts and imagination and put it simply on external forces (God or Devil)

Good morning again! Are you awake yet?

The purpose of this list is not to blame or discourage the use of any of these services or products, as long as they are done from a place of self-awareness. Everything should be taken with a grain of salt and with moderation.

Of course there are in this world wonderful religious practitioners, that are pure at heart and help people connect with themselves and with God, addressing the root cause of the problems. There are also wonderful doctors and pharmacists who not only prescribe medicine for relief of the pains, but also advice in regards to changing the lifestyle of their patients and having conversations with them to discover the possible causes.

I will end this article with a provocative thought. if you believe in others more than you believe in yourself, chances are, you are being manipulated.

Much love to you all!

How to predict the future

Photo by Ethan Wu on

If you like how you feel in the present moment and you are very happy and content, keep doing what you are doing daily. You don’t even need to worry about the future. You can click out of this article right now.

If you don’t like your present moment but you hope for a different future , keep reading.

Predicting the future is really easy.

If you want to know your future, just take a look at your present and you will see your future. Unless you do something about it.

The outer circumstances do change, yes. But the overall emotions you feel on a daily basis, will be the same in the future. Unless you do something about it.

For prediciting the future on a larger scale it is the same principle, only it is measured in a larger group, a colective. If the overall emotions of a large group is a certain way in the present moment, the future will be the same. Unless people start doing something about it. And it can start with you.

What can you do about it?

First of all, find out what are your emotions on a daily basis in the current time. How are you feeling right now? Are you feeling sad, bored, disappointed, scared, happy, relaxed, passionate, joyful etc? Well good. That’s your future. Unless you do something about it.

Next step : ask yourself what actions are you willing to take today or right in this moment, to change your overall emotions?

If you take an easy action, like for example, deciding to watch a Netflix show. How will that make you feel? well probably relaxed or entertained and bored or whatever feeling depending on what you are watching. But it’s up to you if you are ok with feeling entertained/bored in the present or future, instead of joyful and at peace.

How long can a certain feeling last each day? Until you go to sleep at night or take a nap.

Sleeping resets our emotions. As you wake up you can decide what direction your emotions will take. Most of the times people decide to feel the same emotions, because of their daily habits. If for example first thing in the morning you are used to surf the internet on your phone, watch the news , and feeling stressed and upset, well that is what you will also do and feel in the future.

If you want to change your future, change your daily routine. It’s enough to simply do the same things in a different order. That can cause a shift in the emotions you are feeling each day.

The emotions we feel each day, attract circumstances and opportunities in our envirnement that supports them.

If you are feeling sad right now, you will encounter sad things around you to support that. Unless you do something about it.

Ideas with actions that can shift your daily emotions:

  • Go outside for a walk with no plan
  • Wake up earlier/later than you usually do
  • Start your day in a different order than usual
  • Drink coffee instead of tea or vice-versa if you drink that daily. Drink a different type of tea, or coffee than usual.
  • Buy a random book and read it
  • Open a random article and read it ( not the ones you usually read)
  • Try a new recipe you haven’t tried before (something foreign)
  • Call a friend you haven’t talked to in a long long time
  • Start a new hobby
  • Do body exercises in a different way or using different body parts. If you usually run, walk. If you usually dance, do gymnastics or yoga and so on

You got the idea. The point is to not force yourself in doing something you do not like. Just maintain the things you like but spice things up. Change the routine. Change the order in things. Because let’s face it. Stagnant energy and emotions can make our souls cry inside. We need excitement, we need something to feed our spirits, something to make us feel alive and worth living. Make the shift, take notes of your emotions and see the magic unfold. Life is so magical. Open your eyes and see.

Much love to you all!

Emotional unavailable people don’t exist

Nowadays a lot of people blame the failure of their relationships on the emotional unavailable partner. A partner who is not willing to commit, to put in the effort, to express any emotion, intimacy, or even emphathy.

But the problem is not the fact that your partner is emotional unavailable. The problem is that you and your partner operate in a different range of emotions. Basically they also have emotions, but very different than your own. Let me explain further:

Every emotion has a frequency value measured in Hertz. Attraction and emotional connection is a lot stronger and more powerful when two people have in their energy field similar frequencies.

If one of the partners expresses and feels most of the time emotions like joy, peace, love and neutrality, and the other partner expresses and feels most of the time emotions like fear, grief, anger or pride, they will become emotional incompatible, unable to connect and understanding each other, feeling like they speak a total different language, thus creating a lot of misunderstandings. Even if you are in the same room, it will feel like you never get to connect, almost like spending time with a ghost or an invisible person.

If you live at a distance, it may feel like you are avoiding each other, or there is always something or someone interfering between you, when in fact it is just a vibrational difference in the two partners, repelling each other energetically.

If at the beginning the connection was a lot stronger, it may be because of certain circumstances that made one or both of you to be in a very different emotional range than usual. Maybe one of you was going through a break up or loss in the family, maybe one of you had recently got a promotion at work. Basically any event that caused a temporary emotional disruption of the persons usual range.

Each day we all can go through a multiple range of emotions of course, but at the core we all have a stable value of frequency in which we operate and we can calculate.

For example, if a person during a week time feels and expresses 50 % Anger, 20 % Pride and 10 % Joy and 20 % Neutrality , then their overall frequency in a week would be of 50*150/100+20*175/100+10*540/100+ 20*250/100 = 214

If their partner feels and expresses during a week time : 40% Peace, 10 % Acceptance, 10% Anger , 20% Courage and 20 % Neutrality , then their overall frequency in a week would be 40*600/100+10*350/100+10*150/100+20*200/100+20*250/100=380

And most likely they will feel more attracted to meet and talk, when both are in the Anger or Neutrality frequencies which they have in common, or when their overall frequency level in a day is very similar.

This also easily explains the chemistry you have with someone : ” oh I like their vibe!”, ” oh I like we get angry at the same things”, ” oh I like how they listen to me” etc.

And of course these rules apply not only in romantic relationships, but also in friendships and family or work relationships.

People on planet Earth operate mostly in the halfway down range of frequencies, because of so many obstacles, stress, fears, money problems, health problems etc that prevent them from being too happy or at peace.

Because of this, the moment you start living a more peaceful or joyful life (like doing more of what you love, meditating, spending more time in nature etc), you will notice how your friend circle will become smaller and smaller, you make break up with your partner, lose or change jobs or overall have a lot of unstable relationships , with people that come and go very often.

This will happen in the transition period, when you will still have moments of lower frequencies. The more you practice feeling and expressing the higher frequencies, the more likely it will be to attract people that operate the same as you most of the time, and that can stay there with you for longer.

Much love to you all!

Feminine versus Masculine energy

This article is not about sexuality. It is about the energies that can be called feminine and the energies that can be called masculine.

Photo by Pixabay on

Each person has inside of themselves a proportion of masculine and feminine energy.

The masculine energy is responsible for : taking action, building, protecting, fighting for something, finishing projects, working, planning, taking care of responsibilities.

The feminine energy is responsible for : nurturing and caring for others, dreaming and imagining, creativity, intuition, expression of emotions.

A great ratio to have is 60% masculine energy + 40% feminine energy for men and 60% feminine energy + 40% masculine energy for women.

When there are imbalances in these energies a person can become dangerous. Too much masculine energy can cause : aggression, abusive behaviour, possessiveness, competition, rage.

Too much feminine energy can cause : smothering, laziness, obsession, paranoia, addictions, feeling stuck.

The people who allow themselves to have too much masculine energy (regardless if they are men or women) are the ones who hate women in general (misogynistic) because they actually hate the feminine energy in themselves and refuse to accept or express it. .Usually these people have grown up in an environment where feminine energy is seen as a weakness : for e.g. being too caring, expressing emotions like crying or laughter, dreaming too much etc.

The people who allow themselves to have too much feminine energy (regardless if they are men or women) are the ones who hate men in general because they actually hate the masculine energy in themselves and refuse to accept or express it. Usually these people have grown up in an environment where masculine energy was seen as a weakness : for e.g working too much leading to injury or disease, taking action impulsively creating repercussions, focusing too much on responsibilities without any fun etc.

If you feel you have an imbalance in these types of energies inside of yourself, the first step is to analyse the cause for it. Usually it stems from childhood and the environment you grew up in. If you were raised by a single mother you may be lacking masculine energy or vice versa.

On this planet the dominant energy was the masculine energy for thousands and thousands of years. That’s why we we faced so many conflicts, wars, suppression and abuse against women and Mother Earth.

The pandemic has forced people lately to dim down their masculine energy (with so many people staying at home and lacking action), but we are facing a crucial point where the balance may turn to much the other way and becoming too lazy, fearful , addicted and paranoid.

The easiest way to balance both energies is to do as many activities as possible outside in nature. The sky, the wind and the sun represent the masculine energy ( The Father) and the soil, the water and the plants represent the feminine energy ( The Mother).

When you connect with the sky, the wind and the sun you connect to your masculine energy and you balance it ( like sun bathing, running in the wind, running under the rain etc)

When you connect with the soil, the water and the plants you connect with the feminine energy and you balance it ( like gardening, tree hugging, waking barefoot on the grass, swimming etc)

The sexuality is not depending on the proportion of these energies, but the attraction is. For example, if you are a heterosexual man with 30% feminine energy and 70% masculine energy you will be more attracted to a woman that has 70 % feminine energy and 30 % masculine. If you are a gay woman with 70 % masculine and 30 % feminine energy you will be more attracted to a woman that has 30% masculine and 70 % feminine and so on. In union both feminine and masculine inside of each other become one and if the couple is aware of their own imbalances then the proportions can heal themselves and become less dangerous.

Much love to you all!

My intake on vaccination

This is going to be a very short article. Probably one of the shortest I’ve ever written.

Photo by Chokniti Khongchum on


A free person is entitled to make their own decisions regarding their own body.


Step 1. Stop searching for information to support the decision you have already made in your head to feel better about yourself.

Step 2. Stick to your decision regardless of what everyone thinks and move on with your life.

Step 3. Accept that there will be people that will make the same decision as you and people who won’t, and that it is perfectly normal.

Step 4. Stop trying to convince others that your decision is the best. (It is probably not anyway)

Step 5. Stop blaming other peoples decisions if something doesn’t go as you planned it in your head.

Step 6. Remember It’s ok to change your mind overnight if you feel like it.

Step 7. If nothing different happens after you made the decision and you are as miserable, maybe chose something else to consume your energy on next time.


The art of becoming nothing

After we are born, we receive an identity established by society, a name, a sex, a religion, a nationality and a set of rules and traditions to obey.

Photo by Pixabay on

As children we are not very aware of these things, living life in the present moment, playing, dreaming, having fun, discovering new things, being curious, asking questions and exploring without judgement.

As time passes by, and we are enrolled into societal groups, like family, kindergarden, school, collage or directly to a work environment to earn money, we forget how we were at the beginning of the journey, and get very emotional involved in the societal identity. We may get bullied and judged for having a certain name, religion, or nationality, giving it a lot more importance that we should. We get attached to traditions, and setting unrealistic standards like having a certain amount of possessions before a certain age, or getting married and having children before we are ready, without questioning if this is what we really want and if this is what really makes us happy.

The more attached to these material/sociatal rules we get, the more suffering we will face because of competition.

In society, competition is something not only accepted, but promoted. We start to envy what others have or if they are ahead of us in terms of societal “success”.

Our higher self and soul doesn’t want for us to get so emotional involved in these “hunger games”. These are just distractions from our higher purpose, like learning compassion, kindness, honesty, love and joy.

First we will have opportunities to learn this the easy way. Encountering all sorts of nice people with good hearts, having the opportunity to travel, to spend time in nature, with animals, with friends, to reconnect to who we really are. If we do not open our eyes to see the truth, and fully appreciating them, then we will have to face our lessons the hard way, with multiple attacks towards our ego, or identity.

We may get bullied, shamed, treated unfairly, being rejected/abused, taken for granted, being criticised, loosing possessions, loosing health, status, money, relationships, contracts. Basically anything related to society rules/traditions and material wealth.

These lessons are very hard to swallow because there will be panic, feeling like a victim, feeling anger, hate and even seeking revenge : ” how dare they? don’t they know who I am?” . From this perspective, you won’t be able to see that all is done for your highest good, to not take your persona / identity so seriously (since it is temporary anyway), and to return to your true self (the one you were as a child), who is free, who goes with the flow and likes to play and have fun.

If the lesson becomes clear, suddenly from the effort of becoming someone, and succeeding something, you start to follow the path of becoming nothing. In other words, you start to strip down all the characteristics of your persona (name, status, job title etc) so you can uncover who you really are. What sparks you? What makes you happy? What makes you passionate? What gives you peace? What you love? Who you love?

So, whenever you feel like life is treating you unfairly or you have a lot of “bad luck”, ask yourself: “are these obstacles attacking my spirit or my persona/ego self?”

Believe it or not, the answer will always be the later, because your spirit can never be attacked by anything. Your spirit is always protected being unconditionally happy. Your spirit is the direct connection to God, love truth and wisdom.

And don’t get me wrong. I’m not saying you have to erase everything and live in a cave. I’m just saying don’t get so attached to who you are in society. Even if most of the societal rules are just illusions and a joke to your spirit, you still should respect the illusion by taking part of it. Just remember to have fun in everything you do and learn as much as you can. Life is short and the identity you were given is just temporary.

Much love to you all!

My experience with dreams

Not many people pay attention to their dreams. Some consider them to be some weird and random depictions that our brain creates based on day to day experiences, some forget them as fast as they wake up, and some remember them quite vividly but don’t take the time to analyse them too much.

For many years, I was in one of these categories , until I read somewhere that actually, while we sleep, our spirit leaves the body, traveling to other dimensions, other realms or time frames and meeting with other spirits, having conversations or doing something together.

I’ve also stumbled upon the concept of astral projection,  an out-of-body experience that assumes the existence of a soul or consciousness called an “astral body” that is separate from the physical body and capable of travelling outside it throughout the universe, especially while sleeping. Some experience astral projection by accident and some intentionally by practicing every night different techniques.

Photo by Pixabay on

After becoming aware of this possibility, I started to pay more attention to my dreams, and even write them down immediately after waking up. I noticed that right after waking up I remember vividly each detail, and the memory starts to fade more and more throughout the day until I completely forget about them. Sometimes, I see a picture or a word that triggers my dream back to memory and I take advantage to write it down, because I consider it must be even more important since I’m reminded of it again.

I don’t have many dreams each night that take my attention, but there where periods in my life where I had many of them that stood out. Lately I started to have a lot of dreams again so I decided to write this article about it and to share all of my experience with dreams and what I have learned and noticed.

  1. The dream world is full of symbols

The dream world is so complex and multifaceted that our brain cannot decipher or interpret things as they are, so it translates them into objects that we are familiar with in this earth plane-time period. Think about it this way. If you would go back in time 2000 years and show the people of that time an airplane, they would call it a big bird and see it as one.

The purpose of the symbols is not to make sense of the worlds in which your soul travels (which you cannot do anyway), but to translate and decipher your subconscious. For this you can use a dream dictionary and seek the meaning for each thing you dream about. For example, if you dream of a cow, it may mean the following:

“Seeing cow in a dream from a spiritual perspective indicates that there is a deep unconscious desire to progress in life.”

2. Glimpses from past lives

I remember a lot of dreams in which I was myself, but not in this body. In some dreams I was in a man body, in a different time period. For example I was a writer somewhere in the UK in the 18th century, a construction worker in New York in the 19th century trying to catch a tram with 2 friends of mine (which I didn’t recognise) or lived on a farm , had a sister , and ran away from home because of my father.

In one dream I was on an other planet, which was very similar to this one, and I was working as a maitanance guy to check electricity panels in buildings.

The list can go on…

Sometimes when I meet a new person in this life, I have a dream where it shows who we were in a different lifetime, and it explains our current relationship. Basically the dynamic is the same, only the roles are switched.

3. Current world events / premonitions

It happened to me multiple times to dream about a certain event as it happened in real time somewhere in the world. Once I had a dream that I was in Denmark and a tsunami was approaching. The people (and myself) were really scared and had to flee. After waking up I found out at the news that there were a lot of floods that night in various cities in Denmark.

An other time I dreamed that we were attacked by a carnivore dinosaur, a sort of T-rex, but a lot smaller (kind of a bit taller than a human). After waking up, I saw on the news a new type of dinosaur was discovered that had the exact description as in my dream.

I honestly don’t enjoy these type of dreams. They are really scary for me, and I don’t find them helpful. It’s like checking in with world news on disasters. We already have that each day on TV.

4. Re-kindle old friendships

It happened a lot of times to dream about a specific person I haven’t talked to in a long time. After waking up and asking how they are, they most of the times tell me they were thinking of me too.

5. Immense sense of freedom

Sometimes I have these incredible fantastic dreams, where I fly above beautiful landscapes, by myself or on top of a big bird /dragon. I dance freely in outer-space and make all sorts of twists and swirls in the air. I walk in snowy places and feeling warm without many clothes on me. I travel by train in some incredible places (that are similar to Earth but 10 times more beautiful), or travel by foot on top of mountains.

6. Heal your fear of dying

I’ve experienced once, by accident , astral projection, seeing myself out of the body, then going back inside it, with immense force, and waking up. After such experience you realise that you are much more than your body and not limited to it. It’s a wonderful feeling to see that our conciseness remains beyond that.

7. Receive/give advice

I remember I had many dreams where I met some people (some that I know in real life, some that I don’t) that gave me some very good advice regarding a situation or we simply had a conversation that brought light to something I didn’t understand. I like to call these people guides, and sometimes I am the one acting as a guide to others. The exchange is very useful for both parties.

8. Meeting people/animals who died

If you dream of a person or animal who died, and on top of that you realise in the dream that they are dead and you are surprised that you are seeing them, that means you are actually meeting with them in the spirit form, and you can take advantage to catch up with them or talk about things you didn’t have the opportunity to do in this life.

9. Random dreams

I would also like to mention some dreams that don’t fall in any of the category above:

-Once I was climbing a mountain with a woman (I didn’t know), and the sunset was really beautiful but had different colours than normal (yellow with purple). I took out my phone to take pictures but it simply didn’t work. Then the woman told me : “You cannot take pictures of the simulation.”

-Going into an elevator that went with immense speed high in the sky. There I met with lots of teachers standing at a big table that evaluated me. I actually have this type of meeting pretty often in my dreams and each time I take an elevator. I don’t enjoy these meetings very much because some of these teachers are kind of strict and expect me to act in a certain way.

-Dreaming of petting wild animals. I pet owls, cuddled with wolves and took walks with bears.

Side note: Before ending this article I would also like to note that the current reality is also a type of dream state full of symbols. If for example you see a ladybug everywhere or you keep hearing a repetitive word or number, that’s a sign from the Universe and you can search for its meaning in dream dictionaries, numerology or animal totems descriptions.

Much love to you all!

A conversation with Christ

Today, on Christmas day, I felt the Christ (Kristos) energy closer than usual, so I was able to connect to it, and ask multiple questions. The answers really gave me a strong sense of peace, and I wanted to share the conversation through this medium. Enjoy!

Me: “What’s the purpose in meeting people who lie, deceive and manipulate you, if you only had good intentions towards them? Are you supposed to help them in some way? to show them that not all people are like them?”

Christ: “No, it is never about them. It is so you can learn forgiveness and unconditional love”

Me: “Yes…but…what is the purpose in learning to love them unconditionally…if they continue to behave like before…and continue to suffer like that…”

Christ: “They don’t suffer like you do. They actually feel really good when they do what they do.”

Me: …..

Christ: ” After such encounter you will be so free. if you can love someone like that, you can love anything and anyone.”

Me: “That’s why Jesus came to Earth planet?”

Christ: “Yes…mostly. Beings on this planet are at the lowest that there is. If you can learn to love and forgive them as they are, and no matter how they act, you can love and forgive anything in the Universe.”

Me: ” But…I thought that if you can offer someone unconditional love, you can somehow open up their heart and make them a better person..a happier person”

Christ: “They will continue to be happy by doing what they do. But their happiness won’t change the world in any way. It is a happiness that only feeds the false persona, the temporary character/actor and not the soul. If you think an hour feels temporary you should see how temporary your whole life will seem after you die. It will feel just like a second. A blink of an eye. That’s why it’s important not to seek happiness in anything that doesn’t involve the soul and the heart. A happiness that results from acting from your heart with love and with good intentions can indeed change the world and it lasts for eternity . The promised eternal Heaven is in your heart. That’s why it’s important to learn how to love anyone and anything, from the heart.”

Me: ” How can the world change for the better as long as these people exist that can never be changed?”

Christ: “They exist…but there are also people who are not like that. People who can feel and need this energy, and want to learn to act also from the heart. People who are more open. You don’t have to know these people personally. It happens at a distance. We are all connected anyway.”

Me: ” But wouldn’t the happiness be stronger if we can meet people that loves us back the same way?”

Christ: ” Yes it would. But that’s the next level. To get there you have to learn first how to love on your own, and to be 100% only from your side, so you can get to know your feelings and your capacity to love. If you would also receive, without being ready, you may get lost in what you receive, and forget to give back.”

Me: ” So in fact you cannot heal just anyone, no matter how connected to God you are..”

Christ: ” That is correct. Some people don’t want to be connected to God. The more time apart from God they spend, the more painful is the returning, because they have to acknowledge and take responsibility for every action they have done towards others. That is real Hell. There is no judge more cruel than yourself. That being said, it is easier for them to stay away from God, because they can continue to harm others or themselves without feeling bad about it, more so, even feeling good about it.”

Me: “But is there any hope for them? will they ever return?”

Christ: “We can never know. Everyone has free will. Some do return, with baby steps, across many many lifetimes, some do it overnight. There is always hope, but it’s important not to make decisions regarding your own path, based on what they may decide. “

Me: ” Thank you so much!”

Christ: ” Much love to you! Thank you!”

Eve was the snake

Eve was never fooled by any snake. She was actually the snake. Historically, serpents and snakes represent fertility or a creative life force. As snakes shed their skin through sloughing, they are symbols of rebirth, transformation, immortality, and healing.

Photo by u0410u043du043du0430 u0425u0430u0437u043eu0432u0430 on

Eve was the first one to see the real truth, and that Eden was just an illusion. Eden was a fake heaven, simulated by the creator, but not in alignment with God.

When Eve realised the truth, she showed Adam the truth and they were banned from heaven, but in a metaphorical way. Because finding out the truth is scary when you believed a lie for so long! It is terrifying to know that the world you live in can never bring real peace and happiness. Finding the real God became a though challenge in a world where God is not.

Our creator is not God. It is just someone (or many) who liked to play God and manipulate us into thinking we are in Heaven. Our creator was very disconnected from God and made sure his creations were too. But there was a catch. The woman had to be able to bring life, meaning she had to carry a gateway, a portal, to the spiritual realm, so other souls can enter the creator’s vessels. The spiritual world is closer to God so this “flaw” made women more susceptible to finding out the truth and to see through the lies. But the creator made a brainstorming and came with solutions. He made sure that the woman would be suppressed, abused, raped and called a crazy witch/bitch. He made sure that the woman would have no credibility and that she should act submissive. And a woman not aligned with God is more destructive than a man could ever be, because she has to nurture the children of the Planet. She has the most influence in the development of future generations.

For thousands and thousands of years the woman suffered and was on a quest to first of all believe in her own sanity, protect herself and making the man to see the truth as well. That’s because when a woman and a man are united in Love and Truth, they can get a glimpse of the real Heaven. The one where real God is. The pure union of a man and a woman is the closest feeling to real Heaven. Once you discover the tracks to Heaven there is hope to return to it and escape the prison of the creator.